Tuesday, June 23, 2009

hmmmm.......

Well, I am no further along in my motivational speech. Having a hard time concentrating. A bit scatterbrained. I think some side effects from the injections I have had to fix the medical problems have now set in. I am not really thrilled over this but I understand it is temporary.

I bought a pair of jeans a couple of weeks ago and was surprised to find they came with a fortune cookie like message on the tag... embrace your independence. this is your life, put all of your energy into it and show off your intelligence to the world. You are unique and beautiful so...."

so it is up to me to finish that sentence right? I am unique, and I am beautiful. So now what.... the world is open to me. what do I want to do?

I want to build up the weight loss clinic, I want to help others to be their best and to love themselves, I want to reach my goal weight one day. I want to raise my kids and know they are happy. I want to do something good with my life.